A Course in Miracles - Foundation For Inner Peace1668243
This innocuous book came to my interest in 2005 and it has passed via my hands a number of times since. I had no inclination to peruse its contents for I had ceased to think in miracles. In 2005, I was cursing God for abandoning me. I was utilizing all my energy to stave off the hell I descended into 15 years earlier by marrying a man as un-Godly as anybody could be.
In 2007, while packing some books as donations for a book fair, my hand as soon as once more fell on "A Course in Miracles". By this time, I had secured a divorce from my husband but was nonetheless dealing with the fallout. As I grasped the book, I became very thoughtful and calm. What was it about this book that invoked feelings I hadn't skilled in a extremely lengthy time? My hand clung to the book refusing to place it down. Realizing that this was a sign that I had better take a closer appear, I made a cup of tea and sat in my favorite reading chair. With fantastic curiosity, I focused on the blue hardcover and study "A Course in Miracles, a foundation for inner peace." Wow. That was a pretty bold statement but okay, I decided to bite. Taking a deep breath, I pondered the most obvious question: What IS the foundation for inner peace? This book instantly opened an old wound and it had better have the answer to healing.
"A Course in Miracles" is truly that, a course. Written in 3 parts, this book is not to be taken lightly and can't be study in a week or even a month. There is text, a workbook for students and a manual for teachers. I had the sudden urge to fling the book across the space because I was deeply and profoundly afraid. I instinctively understood that once I began reading this book, I was going to have to change and was I prepared for the journey ahead?
My favorite movie is "The Matrix". The main character Neo is looking for the answer to the matrix. He understands the matrix exists but he does not know what it is. The man with the answer, Morpheus, contacts Neo and offers the opportunity for truth by giving Neo a choice in between taking a blue pill or a red pill. Take the blue pill and remain ignorant or take the red pill and discover the answer to the matrix. Before he reaches for his pill of option, Morpheus cautions Neo that should he select the red pill, he can never go back to the life he had been living.
